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4月22日 and what will you do?and the one you dream of is not there, and the one you cant hurt is always there,
and the one that your thinking of, is not the face of the one you love,
and the pain you feel, none can touch none can heal,
and the pain you cause, is it worth the ride?
and the taste of their lips, do they compare?
and the feeling in their arms, does it truly make you happier?
and the tears in their eyes, and the shaking in their voice,
and the knowledge that you crushed their heart,
can only be beaten by the pain you feel,
at losing people you know you love,
and being hurt by someone you know could never love you,
and the reason you beg them to stay,
and run to the arms of the one hurting you,
and the confusion unravels as you realise,
the damage you caused, the pain you brought,
and you throw yourself in deeper, thinking it will save you,
and you run back to the ones that brings the tears to your eyes,
and you continue to try to hide from the truth,
until your in so fucking deep,
and you know there's no turning back now,
and you know it will take all your strength,
to walk away, to say goodbye,
and you still use the last of your energy,
to try and make yourself perfect for that one,
who your never quite good enough for,
who your never quite perfect enough to please,
and when the tears in their eyes dry up,
and they take their place in your eyes,
and you cannot stop them from falling,
and you turn to them for help,
but turn away cause their smiling,
and your not the one their smiling at,
and so you run back to the one who keeps you in pain,
and console yourself in the few moments of.....
of what?
of untrue joy you lie about to keep?
of a few stolen moments you fight to keep?
and when you see the pain you brought on yourself,
will you run back to the beginning,
to the point where you started?
will you run back?
back to the point?
and when your left alone in the cold again,
and everyone is safe and warm at home,
and you are left on the streets below,
to look up at the lights and the party,
and see the happy shadows,
and know you gave it all up,
and when the truth finally hits you,
and you fall to the ground,
where do you go, where will you run?
will you run back to the beginning,
to the point where you started?
will you run back?
back to the point where it all began?
back to the point where it will end?
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