mabee i dont want to be your everything,

mabee i just wanna be something to you,

mabee i am sick of hurting for you,

mabee i dont wanna wait for you anymore.

mabee im sick of always wondering if she will take my place,

of wondering if you might love her more than me,

mabee i dont want to live my life in your shadow,

mabee i need to be free of your chains.

s i can find someone who will hold me,

so i can find someone who will make me feel special,

even if im not their everything...

 

dammit i cant even write anymore...i need to get out of here...everything is starting to hurt to much...i need a vacation...but honestly where can i go? i dont know anyone in another town that i could be all like hey let me stay there for a day or two..and i cant stay here..everything is too fucked up...mabee....

 

mabee i want to find someone who wont make me cry all the time....