oh god...have you ever wanted someone soo bad, but cant tell them??

god this person is amazing and i wanna tell them...but i cant...it would just be another person to hurt me....another way to cry...but fuck if i just say it whats the worst that could happen?? it would be weird between us when we see each other? i wouldnt let it be...though other people do sometimes haha

fuck!

why cant life be easy??? i wish i could just say it dammit...but nope..too shy hahaha

god im glad people dont actually read these things haha

hmmmmm

what to do what to do....

meh...oh well nothing to da hahaha

*sigh*